My School Life

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My School Life

I have been in a new academy this school year and I cant say that I am happy about it. Actually, I am quite sad. The only reason I come to this school is my bible class, the only hope I really have had. However, I've been feeling left out and crushed this year. For example, I feel that everyone I know in my classes know what going on but I don't. I literally lost in another dimension. The only thing that's really important to me is my grades and the fact I'm not doing well in school makes me really depressed. I have thought in my head that I shouldn't follow and I am glad that I don't follow them. Friends. I don't have any. At least I don't have any that I can trust or depend on. Sure I talk to people. I smile and laugh but they don't know me like they think I do because for some reason I can't trust them. I feel like this school is full of liars. For the fact they walk along the hallways like they have a perfect life but I know they don't. I miss my other high school where I had friends I could trust, where everyone knew they weren't perfect and didn't try to hide their flaws. The thing is I felt like I had a family there, where I was accepted but not anymore I guess.