You're Awful, I Love You.

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You're Awful, I Love You.

I love how the only one I can talk to about this is the person I need to talk about.
Every time I read the wall posts, messages, anything obtaining to them, it hurts.
I don't understand why this happening. I'm not bi. I'm not gay.
I'm straight. I've only ever liked guys.
Why is this happening NOW? And with my BEST FRIEND?
Why do I cry when she talks about her boyfriend, or the girl she's been fucking since before I met her. Why is it that every time I think of her, I feel happy, but every time I realize I can never have her, I die inside.