What's hardcore?

I think I'm normal.
I met new people,
I started listening to new music,
I dyed my blonde hair black,
I started wearing skinny jeans all the time,
I don't have matching socks,
I wear Converse,
I obsess over bands,
I annoy people with my obsessions,
I lost friends,
I questioned my sexuality,
I regretted everything,
I started hating my life,
I started hating my dad,
I started hating myself,
I attempted suicide,
I went to rehab,
I changed everything,
I made life better,
I realized what my strengths are,
I realized life is worth it all.