I look just like Buddy Holly OH OH and you're Mary Tyler Moore

I think I like Christian.
He looks like Ray and Mikey had a lovechild, and Mikey's DNA won.
Red curly hair, forever fixed poker face, slim build, awkwardness, musical ability.
He never talks in any type of readable emotion. He voice is a mask.
He's always very polite. He never does anything asshole-ish. He treats people wonderfully and doesn't talk shit.
I first started approaching him because he wears MCR shirts almost everyday and I wanted to high-five him. Then it became this ritual.
Everyday he wears an MCR shirt, I high-five him.
When he isn't wearing one, I hug him.
That's it. End of our entire relationship.
I was gone for a week and I returned today, proceeding to continue my daily routine.
I hugged him and he said, "You were gone". It wouldn't have really effected me normally, but the way he said it.... so apathetic, yet disappointed.
I like this kid. I would ask him out, but I'm already engaged in a fake, lesbian relationship with my best friend.
My life = so hard.