History Repeats Itself

I used to watch Shawshank Redemption and Kill Bill on repeat all the time when I was 8.
I would pretend to be sleeping and watch them late at night.
Around the same time, I was obsessed with Sarah Winchester and Lizzy Borden, and I wanted to grow up to be a paleontologist.
The paleontologist thing comes from my interest in fossils and prehistory.
I sat through hundreds of education programs on both women and I found it horrible, at the time, that a girl could possibly kill her father and step mother. Now, I justify it. And Sarah Winchester just fascinates me, even to this day.
That's probably why I'm so fucked.