Music binge

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Music binge

Am I the only person that does this? I go for weeks/months without listening to music (or drawing or reading or writing) at all and then out of nowhere I become totally obsessed and it's pretty much all I do for days. I get stuck in a routine and listening to new music seems like a chore, which is kind of strange. But I'm listening to all my favourites (Slipknot, MCR obviously, the Smiths, Life Long Tragedy, The Saddest Landscape, Lamb of God, etc.). I'm currently playing Dig Up Her Bones by the Misfits on repeat, though. I love that song. I guess I have a kind of extreme personality. I'm either completely exploding with joy and obsessed with everything or I'm acting like a total zombie and sleeping a lot and watching Judge Judy all day. Oops. It's not like anyone's reading this so it's fine XD Uh, what else can I talk about? Oh, well I guess there's the whole summer holidays thing. I think it's a bit deceptive. At least, I'm not a massive fan of them. It's mainly because I spend the whole of June screwing up my education so when the holidays show up I'm already a puddle of anxiety due to reckless behaviour such as sleeping in History and writing during class on my iPod and such. And I get really bored during the holidays themselves because as much as I like to be impulsive and unreliable at weekends and whatnot, without the structure that school provides I become a mess. I get so painfully bored that I can't do anything except sleep and panic about my future (I think I've spent the last two weeks trying to figure out if I should drop Biology for Art. Needless to say, I cannot make decisions). Am I the only person that does this, too? School is routine and comforting so that I know what times I can do what I want so when I realise I have six whole weeks to do whatever I want without rules then I just kind of flop on the floor due to the overwhelming prospect of being able to do what I want. Okay, I'm sounding completely insane here. Bye now, if you were magical enough to bother reading this. I'm so sorry. ^_^