I’m sat here alone
Drowning in my thoughts, alone
And I don’t know how I got here
I don’t know where to go
But I know one thing for sure
I just want to go home
There’s a knife to my left
And a gun to my right
And I might just take my life
Take my life away from you tonight
I’m sat here alone
Drowning in my tears, alone
And I don’t know how I got here
But I really want to go
Want to leave all this pain behind
Behind my life, I want to go
There’s a knife to my left
And a gun to my right
And I might just take my life
Take my life away from you tonight
I don’t know if you love me
Do you really care?
All you do is break me
Till I’m struggling for air
I want to love you, I want to care
But I can’t with this lack of air
There’s a knife to my left
And a gun to my right
And I might just take my life
Take my life away from you tonight
I look in the mirror
I try to smile
I try to convince myself that I’m happy
I might just be okay
But then my body aches, my heart hurts
And then I start to cry
There’s a knife to my left
And a gun to my right
And I might just take my life
Take my life away from you tonight
I just want someone to hug me
Pull me in close and take this pain away
‘Cause I don’t think I can bare this
I can’t bare this pain for another day
I try to scream for help
But my cries go unheard
There’s a knife to my left
And a gun to my right
And I might just take my life
Take my life away from you tonight
~Flying Cupcake xo
