Why are people so retarded

Why is it when i sit in the lunch room the whole able moves away or people try to make it fuller so I can't sit there this happens in class to the made sure a desk was open on all sides of me whats wrong with me I mean I shower I'm a god person why am I so avoided and treated like shit by everyone but my crush whos just as outcasted as I am i mean really just because were different doesen't mean were diseased. :(

-FlashDrive