Shut it

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Shut it

i have something important
you gotta know
but im scared youll push me away when i say it
so i keep my mouth shut

i care so much
i wanna let you in
but im afraid of you breaking me
like they do everytime i try and let them in
so ill just keep my emotions shut

im hesatant and worried
and scared of myself
and what ill do
if i lose someone else again
so ill keep myself shut

i wanna be free
but dont wanna lose what ive built up again
so ill keep my soul shut

maybe all these things wll wither away from lack of use
or maybe you leave me due to my silence
or maybe your the one i let in
but i may never know
since ive broken so much
i cant bare to break again
so ill keep everything shut
and fade away in the crowd