BULLSHIT

Today I'm going to that place where they will examine my sanity mostly cuz I lost it .(at least I think i did) I still dont want to leave the house I don't exactly like people your great but anyone I usually see (or hear) whether it be stranger or otherwise I start to feel sick and its starting to even happen around my own family and then theres depression yesterday i couldn't even leave my bed I've been crying a lot lately which I never do I'm that kinda person that dosen't wanna worry you so I bottle up everything and put on a happy face until I snap (not good) I think there putting me on the meds again to which I'm not paticularly happy about but whatever everyone thinks I need em and i just can't take it. I wasn't actually gonna post any of this again the whole bottle thing anyways ya I just hope they don't hospitalize me...again.

-FlashDrive