Okay first of all:
TATTOOS!!!! I really, really want tattoos. EXTREMELY bad. I think they're an art form that stands on their own, body decoration and modification. I think they're beautiful, especially when they mean something and aren't just stupid and random. I love tattoos, and I already have sketches and ideas of what I'd want to get.
The problem: I am DEATHLY AFRAID of needles. I get panic attacks when I have to get a friggen SHOT. Its ridiculous. I should be horrified by tattoos, but instead I'm OBSESSED with them. I fucking LOVE tattoos, and I want so many, but the serious phobia of needles is obviously a problem.
So shit.
My ideas are awesome too..... I want roses and vines with thorns spreading out and going across my stomach and back, on my side, and intertwined are the words, 'And I'm running, I'm running, I'm trying so hard." and then I want a Cheshire Cat tattoo with the words: "And she copied the Cat, right down to his smile."
I also want a heart with the infinity symbol and Numeral 3 (for personal reasons), and if I can find it, the Ottavi family crest. There's a street in Italy called Ottaviano, and a lot of old Italian rooted families had crests, and if I could find mine I'd definitely get it tattooed.
I also want the words: And like a bed of roses, there's a dozen reasons in this gun. I want some type of gun design, maybe crossing guns, and I'm having my amazing artist of a friend design it for me. She's designing a bunch of my other ones. too :)
I'm thinking about getting a needle and thread, where it looks like the needle is under my skin, kind of a dark joke of a tattoo, with the words: Sew me up
I have a lot more......I want one to do with ghosts. We'll see where that goes :P
But the other part of the title. The song "It's Not a Fashion Statement, It's a Fucking Deathwish," is now my new obsession. I absolutely love the bridge.
I really want to get the words: I will avenge my ghost tattooed on me now.
And: This whole you put me in, wasn't deep enough
And I'm climbing out right now.
So yeah! :3 I posted this because I needed something to do in religion class....yep.
