Surgery

Fuck. Fuckity fucking fuck fuck fuck. FUUUUCK! I might be getting a small procedure done on my foot today, because, well, to say the least my feet are jacked up. Anyway, I knew that it was today and everything but my nerves are really starting to hit because guess what my biggest fear, in the entire mother fucking world is? Needles. Seriously, they are my biggest fear ever and they freak me out so bad. The nurses only stopped having to hold me down when I was like, ten. And even then I'd still cry I am FREAKED OUT BY THEM! I hate needles, seriously, so much you don't even know. And to have one in my FOOT?! Oh HEEEELLL nah. God, I'm freaking out. I just needed to rant a little bit :/ sorry. And I'm in math so I should probably go.,.....bye! Pray that I won't pass out or throw up or throw a tantrum or something :p