People suck. Especially the fucktastic people at my school.

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People suck. Especially the fucktastic people at my school.

There are some serious fuckwads at my school. Seriously, what did we ever do to deserve all the shit they give us? Me, Taylor, and two of my other friends were just sitting at our table at lunch talking and eating and doing random shit today when these sophomore guys come over and they try to take our seats. We were out of them for about 2 seconds, grabbing something from the lunch line. I immediately recognized the guys as the douchebags who've given me a seriously hard time before and they go, really fucking sarcastically, 'oh, can we sit here?' Me and my other friend just reply 'No. Go away.' and they start laughing and get up and go to the table right next to ours. The rest of lunch they all called my name. Chanted it. YELLED OUT THE FUCKING SPELLING. They laughed at me, so much. And then Taylor, o fuck that girl is amazing, just turns around and yells: FUCK OFF! At them and of course, they just laugh it up. I'm not good at standing up for myself. I might possibly seem like a really outgoing, take no shit kind of person on here (though I'm not positive. I don't know your guys's opinion on me...), and don't get me wrong, I'm hyper and pretty outgoing and, I'll admit, a little awkward. But when it comes to people...making shit of me...I tend to just shrink into my hypothetical shell and hide. Taylor is amazing at sticking up for me. I just wish I was better at sticking up for HER. They didn't yell her name as much as mine, but they still teased her and bugged her, and I just HATED it. I DID go, "Just SHUT UP and leave us alone already!", but that's it and they just laughed that up, too. Taylor yelled (multiple times) at them to just 'shut the fuck up and leave her alone already', and I was so happy that I had her that I could've just smacked a kiss on her lips right fucking there in front of everybody, but I knew we'd BOTH get TOOOONS of shit for that, more than we already were getting, so I didn't. I think the worst part is, though, is that they didn't let up. After we finished eating, for the rest of the period my friends and I sat at another table by some nice guys we know who're our friends, but we don't usually sit by them. The sophomores FOLLOWED US TO THAT TABLE and continued to make fun of us. Even when the lunch period was over, they followed us up the stairs and through the hallway until we all had to split off to go to our separate classes. Me and Taylor have Honor's English together, which of fucking course is in the sophomore hallway.
It sucked.
It sucked.
People suck.
And what sucks even harder is that I KNOW they'll do it again. Every single time we have fucking lunch period with them, and every fucking time I see them in the hallway. I hate being laughed at. It takes the small amount of self appreciation and esteem that I have, and they crush it up and throws it through a paper shredder.
Fuck them.
Fuck this.
Fuck school.
Just fuck.
I'm going to listen to my Beatles record to cheer me up. Yellow Submarine makes absolutely no sense, I'm sure it'll make me smile.