Okay, so I live in a US, in the midwest. Now, the midwest isn't exactly 'awesome bands central' and we have NO bands. Literally, NO rock bands in my town. None. Nada. Zip. And I've ALWAYS wanted to start one, but I mean, I don't know anyone to start one with really. I mean, my boyfriend is a drummer, and trust me. He's an AMAZING FRIGGEN DRUMMER. And i also know a bassist, who's one of my friends. But I don't know any guitarists accept this guy I've known since I was three....and he just started guitar really and it would be REALLLY awkward for me to ask him for reasons I shall not name.... My friends ex boyfriend also played guitar and he was fucking AMAZING, but he was a total douchenozzle to her. But he's still a 'nice guy' in general I guess. He was just a perverted pig who couldn't keep his hands to himself.
I don't know. I just keep wondering why I was born HERE. Because seriously, this town is so fucking SMALL and everyone is so overprotective, like its fucking NEW YORK or something. My mom won't even friggen let me go wait in a movie theater by myself if I'm waiting for friends!!! I MEAN THE HELL?!?!?! I'm not gonna get raped!!!
But anyway, back to the band issue. I've written so many lyrics, and I have ideas for melodies, but I suck in about ten different ways at guitar and like I said I only know a bassist and drummer (whom I am dating currently.)
So that sucks. I JUST WANNA START A FUCKING BAND AHHH! And I don't even know its just....bleh. I'm freaking out over nothing. It's not like it'd go anywhere. The only thing I know how to do is sing and play a fucking piano. keyboard. whatever the hell you wanna call it. So I'm pretty much good for nothing T___T meh
I just needed to rant.
GRRR.
