I want to

I want to perform. I seriously think it's what I was meant to do in my life. Music is my passion. Not even my boyfriend can fathom how much I love it.
I'm in a lot of musicals (don't make fun I get teased enough at school), and whenever I'm on the stage, even though its not my favorite genre, I get the best feeling ever. No matter what part im playing, chorus or lead, i love it. And I can't even imagine what itd be like to perform onstage in a rock/alt band. I'd probably have a spazz energy attack. I'd be jumping around screaming and singing my ass off, and I know id have the time of my life. When I'm older maybe I'll start a band. maybe I'll be lucky.
Ha. Doubt it. But just cause my luck sucks doesnt mean that I wont try. I'll work my ass off so I can do what I want with my life.
But for now, I'm just gonna have to practice, day dream, and idolize my chem :)