I haven't blogged in forever....hmmm...

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I haven't blogged in forever....hmmm...

Hey! So...I haven't blogged in forever. I doubt anyone's really missed me on here because I wasn't that big of a presence anyways :P But whatever.
Not a lot has happened, lately, and for that....I'm kind of thankful. It's been nice to just lay low for a while. But this past week, the one interesting thing that DID happen was my parents threw two parties. And I hid in my room the whole time for both of them.
(I don't really like people. Especially people I don't know.)
Their last one was on Saturday and it went til about 2 AM (seriously, wtf mom and dad.) and so I didn't get ANY sleep, so instead, I watched Life on the Murder Scene for the thousandth time.
It's probably my favorite movie of all time, honestly. It's my feel good movie, my boredom movie, my I-could-watch-this-every-second-of-every-day-and-not-mind movie. It's just one of those things that you watch and you overall feel better about everything.
It also makes me want to start a band. So. Freaking. Bad. Just....seeing My Chem on the road in their early years, ruffing it, having no clean clothes and barely enough money to eat and breaking down over and over because their van was a piece of shit....I want that. But the problem is, every time I watch the movie, I feel like I want to do every thing they did. But then I realize that that would be copying, and I don't want that. DO YOU SEE MY DILEMMA. Urg. Oh well. Maybe some day I'll actually have the balls and resources to fulfill my dream of starting a band. We'll see.
NOT VERY SMOOTH CHANGE OF TOPIC!
My family life has been okay. My mom's been pretty good, and I'm glad, because she's the most important person in my life. My little sister is a little stressed out (at least, for a ten year old) but she never fails to amaze me with how SMART she is. My dads been working (as always...) but he's made more of an effort to be around (but yet I don't want to be with him...I think I just want to get revenge and make him feel neglected, but....idk. Stupid brain) and Nancy is off to college, so she's not around. I miss her :/ my brother Joey is doing well, it seems. I should text him.
My Aunt is really depressed though, so if you can spare any space in your mind, please try and send her some happy thoughts :/
Love you guys so much, and if you haven't smiled yet today, DO SO!

xoxo