I feel like crap.

My back hurts so bad. No, seriously, SO FUCKING BAD. I just want to curl up in a ball and die because I just feel so fucking sick. My stomach hurts, my head hurts, my back hurts, my neck hurts, my lungs hurt, EVERYTHING hurts. I'm still going to school though. In fact, right now I'm in English class listening to Kiss the Ring and 'revising' my assignment.
Its really times like these when I'm sick when I just feel seriously worthless. I don't know what it is about the physical effects of being sick, but when I'm sick I just feel like scum of the Earth. Like I don't matter, like I'm worthless. It's not a good feeling. I just want to be totally healthy for once. Not half healthy where I feel okay but am not quite there, no so-so where I would rather be in bed rather than anywhere else, not like total shit where I just want to curl up in a ball and die. I want to be FULL ON HEALTHY. Healthy and HAPPY. That to much to ask? Seriously?