I can imagine myself up there

Whenever I listen to any of My Chems albums, I always close my eyes and just listen. I don't think about anything but the music, and eventually my mind starts to wander. I picture myself up on a stage singing those songs to a crowd of people screaming the lyrics with me. I picture myself making a difference. I also picture myself singing WITH MCR and performing with them, and Hell, I'd sell my soul for that opportunity. I look up to all of them so much and to perform with them would fullfill one of my biggest dreams. But yeah. I can just picture myself screaming and singing my heart out with so much energy it looks like I'm possessed. Covered in sweat and in jeans and a tshirt and my hair a rats nest, makeup smudged, and not giving a shit.
I can imagine me REACHING OUT TO PEOPLE And making a difference. This was a pointless blog but I'm listening to the whole Three Cheers album at the moment and the images are more vivid than ever <3