Okay, blog number two. Sorry :P Well, its exactly what the title says. My dad is gone. Again. On yet another business trip.....just....Jesus Christ. Sometimes I literally feel like I have no dad. I mean, when I was seven, I felt what it was like to have virtually no parents for about six months, with my dad in the hospital recovering, and my mom of course staying with him. I lived with my babysitter and my grandparents for those months, and I just kept worrying that I'd never get to see my dad again.
Now, I never see my dad CONSTANTLY because he's too busy with work and traveling. So now, I can't help but be pissed at him a lot....
Every time he tries to spend time with me, I push him away, trying to get back at him. Kinda like a kid going, "Hey, hey, heyheyhey...yeah, how does it feel now? Isn't so fun now is it? Not when its being done to you!"
It never seems to effect him though and I keep thinking to myself, "What the fuck am I doing?" I should be cherishing the time with my dad, not making up excuses not to have it. Ugh....I don't know just....dammit dad. I probably shouldn't be complaining. There's a lot of people who have it a lot worse than me. A lot more serious or more complaint-worthy parental issues. I really have nothing to be whining about....all I have is a workaholic dad. What the fuck ever.
And the second part of my blog. I love Oasis, I think they're awesome, and I really, REALLY love this song. It fits my mood really well right now. Also, look up the song Supersonic. Its another one of my favorites by them :3
