Ok... so seriously... my brain got thinking.... I am just wondering.... what is going on... now I am almost thinking perfectly clearly like I have some how tapped into control of my mind that I didn't know I had.. the alcohol even though is intoxicating it has allowed me to slow down, but for some reason with the mind I have it allows me to think clearer... almost like now I know exactly what I am trying to say... wow... nothing I have written has been spelt wrong .. except apparently that word is suppose to be spelled wrong lol... but its I just look at it and its like yeah.. it is spelled wrong... fix it... lol I dunno
Don't drink... its really bad... its basically poison.
So well, I don't know... I am trying to think about everything but now that its slower than usually it makes more sense... So... umm.. life... we live on this planet... but who are we? What are we? Are we animals or super animals... we over the rest of the population of mammals have the ability to use tools and to covert other animals into slaves. . yes... they are slaves... lol really you don't think so... well, think about this.. cows... sit in the sun in dairies or even open plains who cares same thing, and then their milk is harvested, not saying I don't enjoy it, because I think its great stuff I thank those cows they are amazing creatures, but we treat them like slaves... every animal even humans... god why do we think we can't do something to help each other, but even then how do we?
How do we help each other.... hmmm... could we really do anything? Could we commit to a life of volunteering for each other.... i mean really what can I do for people.... god I think that just brings me back to my depression.... I feel like such a hippocrite because I really can't figure any of this out but I don't do anything to help either... but I think if I had the money then I could.. but then I think.. why can't I now? and then I am like... oh yeah... I live in Tulare.. lol my bad... we don't do that here... we don't want to help each other here for some reason... sometimes I wonder if this will really reach anyone... does anyone know what happens in this town? I sometimes wonder if I am just hallucinating or if its real... I couldn't believe it if its real but why is it everywhere?
