While many of you will be heading back to school.. I wish I could too. I will be returning to my job. Constantly the same thing. Problems that I can solve but don't have answers to. But I am only fixing problems the people could have fixed themselves if they just took a small amount of time to look it over.
We are so confused by speed that we think everything must be just as fast because everyday we are losing time quickly and we just can't stop and smell the roses... the roses have all died.
I can only find peace in my sleep, even though often my dreams can be worse than reality at least there I can change things that cause pain or fear. Here in reality I could never stop a bullet. I mean with enough velocity any projectile can tear through anything, its just physics.
We are becoming an extremely dangerous world society. We fear those who are here, we fear those who are there, will their ever be a time we everyone will just love everyone everywhere?
Oh how the world would change if the who world fell in love with each other. No jealousy, no anger, just love forever one and everything.
Respect is another one that is diminishing in our world. No one respects anyone until they can prove themselves respectful. But that usually involves a beating. Why is it that we respect pain and we respect fear but we don't respect love because love is an exploitable weakness.
Our human nature... why is everything changing and why do I have to be a part of it. I am getting closer and closer to just doing it everyday. I have very little still holding me to the edge. I jumped once but got my shirt caught on its ledge. To fly free is what I dream.
