I can't tell if I am losing my mind..

I just woke up today. One of my roommates was depressed looked like he was crying in the kitchen the other was really mad. I just smiled and said, "Cheer the fuck up. Its Saturday." I don't even know why I am not depressed when I spent all last night trying to figure out what I was... I wrote somethings down..
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Questions to Ask yourself(?)

Who am I?

What AM I?

What am I REALLY?

How can I believe anyone?

What am I doing with my life?

What the HELL is LIFE?

Why do I HAVE to live?

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I am not sure how to answer these today but I think yesterday I had all the answers and it was freaking me out.

Quote from the past: "I CANT FUCKING REMEMBER." As written by Evan the Boy