you know what they do to girls like us in prison(school)

I CAN'T bear this! If I were hit by a truck, I wouldn't feel anything... yes, it sounds optimistic but it's how I'm feeling right now.
I'm beeing pressured by all everywhere but specially at school... I'm like a zombie: I wake up, have breakfast, dress etc, I go to school, I do my homework, have a shower, have dinner and sleep, wake up, have breakfast, dress etc, I go to school, I do my homework, have a shower, have dinner and sleep, wake up...
I feel as if I was in prisooon!!!
And I'm sick of not "being able" to see HIM!!!!:(
well...I stop