Didn't think I'd actually miss her

Meh this is a bit of a boring moan but basically in January my mum went to India for three months, and I never really thought I'd miss her, because she'd be back at the beginning of April right? I mean I don't have a bad relationship with my mum but it isn't great either, we get along but don't talk alot. But I was chatting to her on the phone last night at my boyfriends and I realised I do really miss her and I think I've just kept it at the back of my mind and not acknowledged it. And I realised how much my dad's been bringing me down. I usually get on really well with him even though he's a miserable shit but now he's just moody stroppy and misogynistic. I'm not embarassed to say it - I WANT MY MUM! That feels better now XD