This is EXTREMELY shallow of me, I know...

okay, so my really good friend asked me out through a text yesterday.
He's one of those sweet but freakishly weird kids...he's kinda chubby and wears like the same thing every day.
I said yes because my other friend said it'd be a good idea, and nothing could go wrong.
...I'm not exactly the 'dating' type...
And there's this other guy that I've liked for a while...Well, 'emotionally attached' more. He reminds me of a brother and since my brother is a total dick head I kinda searched for a replacement and there was the other guy. And now he skipped a class for me, he says Hi whenever possible...
I'm not good at determining whether people like me or not, but I think he does.
And that would just rock my world...
But then we get back to the weird kid.
...I'm kinda embarrassed to be with him.
It was cool when we were friends, but now...everyone knows.
It would of been okay if I liked him back, but I don't...why should I have to suffer from pity, right?
I feel soooo terrible typing this. He's an okay kid, but he's not someone I want people to know I'm with...
help?
Feel free to bash me in the comments, I know I'm a terrible person Dx

xoxo,
madisonn.

P.S. I'm so bummed about Gerard's voice!! I hope he gets bettter D: when it said "cancelled" I thought it said "cancer" and I almost cried.
Good luck Gee!