am I just invisible?

another rant about my mother.
I've just given up on her. She can't bother to understand me, why the hell should I keep trying?
It's only causing me more pain. She may think I'm happy, when really, I'm just content right now.
My best friend tried to commit suicide and won't tell me why.
Even after I told her everything shitty about my life.
Thanks for the trust.
No words make me happy anymore.
I feel like it's all a joke, like someone is mocking me in some way.
The only way I'm happy is when my bf messes with my foot.
Woooo. Not a lasting happiness.
My brother keeps making fun of me about how I dress.
Saying I'm emo.
How everyone hates me.
My dad is barely involved with my family at all, and he's still married to my mom.
Soooo I don't have anyone close to me anymore.
Which is pretty much why I come here to endlessly complain about how my life sucks.
sigh. tell me why your life sucks. I need it right now.
xoxo,
M