I don’t usually make deals or bets with people but I couldn’t seem to control myself this time. It all started yesterday while I was at school it seemed like a normal science class but then the girls sitting near me started talking about boys and I joined in and then everyone found out that I have a lot of trouble when I attempt to talk to boys, my trouble is that I find myself unable to speak at all, which is not the best thing in the world when you are confronted with boys every day. Anyway one of the girl in the group who is a little bit shy decided to make a deal with me, if she bumped into one of the boys in my class I would have to talk to a different boy for fifteen minutes, I didn’t think she would do it and at the time I thought that maybe it would be a good way for me to get over my problem with boys but that is not how it when. The girl did her part and then it was my turn but I couldn’t even make the word hello with my lips it was horrible. I thought it would be different but it wasn’t. The girl is now waiting for me to talk to a guy but my problem is that I have a way to fix this problem but it may cause another problem, the only guy I feel comfortable talking with is the guy I like but I don’t want him to know. If I do this won’t he start to think that I like him? That would be worse than this stupid deal I have made. I don’t know what to do, but I think I might just be stressing over nothing, but I would love to hear some suggestions.
