Many My Chemical Romance fans agree with me when I say that Gerard Way is so hot, but I don’t really care about that. I am in love with Gerard Way because of his music, he also seems like a very caring man, and loving music and being caring are two very important things I look for in guys. Sometimes I make crazy promises to myself and I made a crazy promise to myself a long time ago before I knew he was married. I promised that I would save my first kiss for Gerard Way, even though he is 19 years older than me, you can’t stop who you fall in love with. I sadly had to fall in love with a beautiful, happily married man, but I love him. I spend time with Gerard Way every day, and I call that time 24 hours with my Way, I watch him performing, I watch him do interview, I watch every music video he’s in, I listen to him sing, I even stare at his pictures which are all on my computer, I am not crazy I just love him. It happens to everyone, you see someone and all of a sudden they are all you thing about, and even though it is normal, it does get weird after a while. Just think of Gerard for a minute that hair, those eyes, that smile, that voice, his music, that beautiful face, and those dance moves of his. I am not a stalker, I am not going to kidnap him one day and force him to kiss me, even though as I am thinking about it, it seems like a good idea, unfortunately I also just remembered it is illegal to kidnap people so that plan wouldn’t work. I could jump on a plane and go to where he is and beg him to kiss me, but then he might put a restraining order against me. I could write him a letter exampling everything, but he would just laugh at it and throw it in the bin. I could just give up on it but I never usually give up on things, it just isn’t who I am. I would just settle for a peck on the cheek, it would for fill my dream, even though it wouldn’t be how I have imagined it, but it would do. Oh, Gerard Way why did you have to be the perfect man for me, a part from the age thing and the ring on your finger? I am not crazy; I am just a really big dreamer. Gerard Way where ever you are, I hope I meet you one day and we can laugh about this, but I still want that kiss, I love you. Oh and if anyone has any ideas to how I can get Gerard to kiss me, please tell me!?!
From a desperate Dreaming Of MCR
