Yesterday I didn’t post because I didn’t have anything to write, but I am still here and I am still continuing on with my emotional detox. I was originally only planning to overcome one fear during this time but today I had to face another one, and I didn’t like it one bit. The fear I had to face was my fear of the dentist, yea I know I am a teenager and I am still afraid of the dentist. But why wouldn’t I be afraid of the dentist? Going to the dentist is horrifying for me because it involves so many of my fear like of course dentists, needles, being handle captive and more, oh and I also don’t like the taste of their gloss. It possible doesn’t help that I have watched Little Shop of Horrors as well. The odd thing is that the dentist always comments on how unhappy and scared I look, but you can’t blame me. They are about to force me into a chair, and force my mouth open and once my mouth is open they are going to scrap, pull, push, prod, flick and stab my teeth and mouth. Dentists should be taught in university that the people they see might not like them, so serious dentists stop being surprised when I walk into the room. Anyway today I went to the dentist and this time I didn’t keep my mouth shout the whole time, I lied back and opened my mouth, I was still shaking though. I didn’t talk much to the dentist but they had their hands in my mouth the whole time so it was kind of hard to talk, you understand what I mean right? Once I got out of the dentist chair I was happier and I stayed that way for the rest of the day. Two fears down and many more I am not going to face now. I still have a while to go until my detox is over but I am getting there, please keep supporting me. Oh and by the way the dentist said I need braces (no thanks) and I have a tiny mouth according to the dentist. Flossing hurts. Love you guys and please keep supporting me, thank you for reading this.
