I posted a blog yesterday which was entitled “I Said I Would Save My First Kiss For Gerard Way But Them I Found Out He Was Married, Curse You Wedding Ring!” but people have been taking it the wrong way. Just because I say I am saving my first kiss for Gerard Way it doesn’t mean I am going to attack him and plant a big kiss on his lips, and I am currently not going to walk up to him and yell at him “KISS ME”. I was joking and I would love it if anyone ever wanted to kiss me. I am a serious fan and I have the highest at most respect for My Chemical Romance and any musician in the world because I live and breathe music it’s just who I am. The truth is when I wrote that blog entry I was just thinking of how great it would be if any guy liked me at all, but that isn’t the way it is in my world guy walk up to and say that I am the ugliest thing they have ever seen and that I should just go disappear or worse. They tell me that I will never find love because I am so ugly that I don’t deserve it. I wrote the blog because I was trying to feel better, it would be amazing for a girl like me to have a guy like Gerard Way to want to talk to her let alone kiss her. He would never ever kiss me, and no one ever will, so are you happy now people who crushed my fantasy, I am now miserable because I have been forced to see the reality again. I only wanted to make a joke but now I only have a wet pillow which I have washed in my tears. Please everyone who reads this be careful about what you comment on people’s blogs, don’t create more wet pillows (spread the word).
From a tearful Dreaming Of MCR
