I give up!!!!!!!!!!!

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I give up!!!!!!!!!!!

Hey,
at that moment I decided to give up I just cant go on like that... I know suicide is never a solution although this morning i really thought about it .....but now I.... it reminds me of one of Gerards quotes about school but it doesn't change after school. I really feel like I am in a meat grinder and I don't have the power so save myself from the meat grinder chewing me up and pouring out that mess that can't funkion. I feel weak and emty !!!!!!!!!!!!!