I would if I could.

If you hadn't noticed, there has been three different people (me included) who have been incredibly sad and needing advice and hating themselves.... I hate to say that I may be the cause of some of that. So may be a wonderful gentleman who means the world to me and the other girl.
He loves me, I know this much. But I think he loves her too, maybe more than me.
What KILLS ME, is that I have been steering clear of guys for this boy. I have been told by three or four different guys online, and in person, that they have a crush on me, and I told them I wasn't looking for anyone. Which, at the time of my first conversation with this boy, I wasn't. I was helping him with his broken heart, because he had broken up with his girlfriend and he wasn't doing well. I helped him as a friend, but then he said he loved me.
He's now afraid of losing me... I'm afraid of losing him too.
I feel like the enemy in this situation.
I wish I could fall from the earth.

~Sorrow Killer