Co-writing/fighting with myself

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Co-writing/fighting with myself

I have been writing songs with my friend's cousin, he is very awesome. He is just like me, and he is very attractive to some people. He writes beautiful songs that make my heart ache! He is able to get into the character in the song's head and create a story that should be in a book or a movie. I have heard rumors that he likes me, but he lives far away and he is eighteen. We are on extremely good terms, and extremely good at writing songs together. He calls me "Homie" because he was homeschooled and I am being homeschooled right now. I am glad I met him, because we have been creating music I wouldn't have ever dreamed.
I have been fighting with myself, because I saw my ex-bestfriend's name earlier today. Even though she called me worthless and a gothic nothing, I still want to be her friend. :( Or possibly be so rude to her that she will be as sad as I am.