ohhh MY FUCK!!!! im crying.... b/c this is just perfect.

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ohhh MY FUCK!!!! im crying.... b/c this is just perfect.

well im officially a junior & im so fucking happy because its almost fucking over. high school is almost the fuck over & im so happy & i found two MCR fans at my school. They both love the black parade at least. i haven't talked to them a lot this year but the first girl went to an MCR show a few years ago @ HP Pavilion & i found this out because she said "okay im going back to The Black Parade" & i was like "whhaaaaaaa YOU LISTEN TO MY CHEM!!!!!" & i just started jumping up & down in my armchair (yes my school has armchairs) & i was just freaking out. One of my two friends was also leaving yesterday & i was so sad & stuff & i wanted to sing Helena so badly because its like she's dying. i will never see her again. & i said "ohhh Joanna i just want to sing Helena to you" & the MCR fan girl said "i have that music video on my ipod" & so then we watched it on her ipod & it was just perf. okay. perfect. i should also learn her name. but she's a freshman right now & a sophomore next year so its okay. & the other girl is named Kimberly. & i noticed her because i go to a christian school & she just walks around wearing her long, black skirts & her dark makeup & yeah she's just beautiful & one of the few girls in this school who isnt fucking stupid & i was just crying because i wish my parents would let me dress like her. My mom has actually seen her & does not approve but whatever mom. & one day a few months ago we were just sitting there talking because damn this is a real long fucking story that involves so many things. we were talking because i didnt have anyone else to talk to & we were discussing all the things we hate & i said "i hate how everyone hates My Chemical Romance (these guys at my school are singing 1d right now & i want to scream SHUT THE FUCK UP, random) & Kimberly said "I DONT HATE THEM!" & i said "me neither" & she said that she loves the black parade but thinks danger days is too pop-ish. & im fine with that. i understand if people dont like danger days. its completely okay. & kim also loves green day so yeah like i said life is perfect.

but theres a second part to this & its the reason im all emotionally overwhelmed. this guy walked past & said "the black parade song sucks" & i was thinking "whatever you're not worth my fucking time" but Kimberly was also there & said "no it doesnt! i love my chemical romance! & i also think gerard way is extremely attractive" & i said "I LOVE YOU" & she said "im just going to go now but if he were my age i would just hug him all the time.... b/c it would be rape you know right now& okay im just going to go" & i was just sitting there completely amazed.

& yeah i know i hate my school but im going to try to stay so hard & work hard because its fucking worth it. i can deal with bible.