I thought everybody was supposed to be happy on Thanksgiving. Well I guess I was wrong. My day was hell and I feel like shit. First, woke up at 8:00 due to unbelievable stomach pains, apparently when I went to old country buffet yesterday, I got some bad food cuz it gave me terrible pains all day, plus I had to go to my grandma's for about 4 hours to spend Thanksgiving there. Then while we were getting ready to go to my grandma's, my dad started yelling at me to get in the shower. There was this whole complication and my parents just didn't care. And when I get yelled at I cry. So I cried this morning. Boring day at my grandma's cuz i was in pain. Cried a little on the way home cuz something always seems to ruin my day (the pain). Then we come home and I had become somewhat happier. Was happy that my parents were gonna play a game with me, but then they got up and left when we were gonna start a different game just because I wouldn't take my hood off. And I was just playing around. Then I cried a little just cuz they treat me like crap. and then my dad came upstairs for a second, and I didn't want to talk with him, so i started yelling at him cuz he was being mean to me, and he threatened to take my ipod away, and I just told him I'm sick of them being jerks, and he said "why don't you look in a mirror sometime and tell me what you see" and then he left, I cried again, (getting tears in my eyes right now thinking about all this) and now I want to go lock myself in my room and just cry everything out. I've never been this emotional. I don't know what's happening to me, but I know people aren't supposed to feel like crap and like their parents hate them.
