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How is it to forget?

How do you forget a part of your life, a continuous haunting ghost of the past? I am just a few moments away from remembering but I fear, I fear.


It must be the bitter words I tried to water down. But I will never move on, I will drown. The bitterness scarred a vulnerable part of me, the part of me that has lost its trust to the world outside the walls I've built.

What is left to do?

Do you know how to forget? I need to forget... but I do not want it. There's a screaming in my chest, it wants to forget. To move on.

How is it to move on?

To not look back? To ignore a gaping hole?

Questions, questions.. scream all you want.

I am screaming for something more.