So Tired:(

Urgh i dont think ive been this tired before 10pm in ages......
Oh wait, when i was ill. Typical, ill in the holidays.
Had an extended Holiday practically coz of the snow, so ive had half a day at school so far. If im being fussy then ive technically had a day but oh god those energy drinks are kicking in now.... probably why their called Kick lol.... i love that drink i hadnt had any since the Summer almost. And it was 4 for a £1 so i was like ME WANT SOME!!! I gave two to my friend who i managed to drag out of confinement. She self harms, and she did it so bad last night her dad found out and now doesnt trust her by herself, so for her to go to town with me i had to meet her at Comet (where her dad works) and then take her back and i had to be at Emma's birthday party at 3:45. So i walked down to Comet, walked to town, walked round town, walked back to comet, walked all the way across town to the Bowling alley :( I was shattered lol. And i officially hate bowling. Seriously, espeically when you dont know everyone there, its like being on stage almost coz youve got everyone watching you.
Im also really bored now. I did that copy and paste thing on Facebook with the numbers like Funny, Sarcastic, Hot etc and got some good results :) Confidence boost.
I dont like the way im feeling right now..... oh god he had to sign in didnt he...
Im so weird...i fancy this guy i havent talked to or seen since about August... i suppose i didnt stop fancying him really lol which is bad... my crushes are lasting longer.... ive liked this one guy for over a year but have never spoken to him coz of loads of embarrassing incidents that have happened involving Valentines Cards and rumours.
Im turning into a Friends freak. I got the complete box set for Christmas and i watch it everyday.
I leave school soon :( Its not properly sunk in yet. I need to fill out my Six Form application SOON coz its due Feb or March but my stupid Connextions adviser has forgotten i exist so i cant talk to him and oh what a joke the connextions advert just popped up on msn. Good one.
Anyways whats everyone been up to?? Who else has had snow and actually got to go out and enjoy it unlike me who has no friends where i live.
Thats another thing; i had a HUGE argument with my parents :( So big my dad actually threw me out the back door and locked it so i was stood in the freezing cold for ages. I was pretty pissed off and had the back of the TV remote in my hand so thats now frozen in snow/ice like a little Sky Remote Sculpture. I did a stupid thing as well but its no big deal. Stupider than throwing a sky remote back in the snow lol.
Well this was..... pointless really lol.
Goodbyeee sorry for.... my randomness lol.
=) xxx