Snow and Ballet and oooo its a bit late......

Yeah so i just remembered the days when i used to do ballet.
I am thee most unbalanced, uncoordinated, ungraceful person and yet i did Ballet for a good few years. At least from 2002 aparently so 8 years ago.... wow i was a little kid!! I had to wear this horrible blue leotard and pink tights and horrible ballet shoes and knitted cardigan and quit before i got to wear the nice black leotards. I was just so bored of it. And i had no real friends. I had one friend, who i havent spoken to in years since i quit and i saw her in the street last year and she saw me and looked straight through me. Gee, thanks.
My mum lied to me. She said that i could have guitar lessons if i quit ballet (£45 a term... for just feeling out of place and fat for an hour and wearing my hair in a bun) and that was ages ago. No guitar lessons.
Urgh lol
I wanna find the video of it now... we did two performances, the first one i would love the outfit now since it was Alice in Wonderland and we had black vest tops and net skirts with red hearts sewn on them (i ruined that performance since my hair pin fell out and i picked it up off the floor mid performance xD) and the second one was this horrible white dress and i had to have my fringe pulled back (grrrrr try that now and i kill you. Or throw a stapler at you, or any other stationary near by) and i looked horrible and fat. I hated ballet for that reason; I was too fat to do it. Im okay with the way i look now (kinda...sorta...dont love it but better than before) and it wasted my time anyways. Now on Saturdays i hang out with my mates doing something i enjoy. I'd love to go back and do Modern or something and shock them all xD Coz ive changed so much, i'd turn up in my skinny jeans and hoodies and my fringe now on one side and my robot bag and all my eyeliner xD Ahh scare them to death.
I miss it in a way.... coz me and my friend would mess about and have a laugh and we'd all get excited coz we were going on stage and got our make up done and got to wear pretty dresses etc etc.... i just wanna go back and see if they remember me :D
I dont know why i posted a blog about this.... just an interesting part of my life no one can quite believe since im one of those clever people who can manage to fall over thin air; takes skill :P
My exam shoes still fit xD i like wearing my satin ballet shoes since they were the proper ones with ribbons.
And only once did i learn to piroette in ballet!!! Couldnt do it like lol but thats what i thought ballet was. And something like Angelina Ballerina.
Awww then i lost all my friends, met a girl obessed with Nirvana, discovered MCR and never looked back :D
Okay until now lol. My friends dad (why do i call her friend she obviously doesnt like me even though we'd get on now; i can see why she fancied Gerard Way and loved Green Day and My Chem) wears shorts. All. The. Time. We were shivering to death in town, soaking wet (in my new jeans which then turned my legs blue coz of the rain) and he was out in shorts. CRAZY GUY!!!
I wont mention my outfit one day when it was cold lol. I wanted to wear my shorts. And my legs were nice and warm coz of the miracle of knee high stripy socks but the rest of me was freaking freezing.
Anyways
Im off to go... i dont know ill find something.
Get into my head that there will probably be school tomorrow so i wont be going over my friends and ill have to think of a really really amazing excuse for my history homework.... thats believable unlike our excuse for why we were late from coming back from the printer (Aliens crashed on the field and little mutant squirrels came out and hypnotised us and i forgot the rest of the story since we didnt get round to using it, our teacher though we were little angels xD)
ANYWAYS
Im off
Sorry
Just you think of your childhood....and its weird thinking how much things have changed...
Off to make do a snow dance so i can go and build snow castles (yes you heard right, who needs sand? Snows just as good :D) and have snowball fights and make Bob the snowman some friends called Frankie Gerard Mikey and Ray.
xxx=)