hello! well i am on a soccer team and it really sucks. it has been almost a year and still no one talks to me. they just assume that i'm really quiet. well i guess i am kind of quiet around people i don't like. well anyway one person actually talks to me. we have become friends but the rest of the entire team hates her. they keep talking and saying mean things when she isn't there. i always want to speak up but i don't have enough courage to. i have stopped going to practice because i cant stand to be alone for an hour and a half. the coach isn't helping because he keeps mentioning this sweet 16 party that a game interferes with. i wasn't invited and i'm not upset because i wouldn't have gone but i don't think he even realizes that i wasn't invited. i don't fit in there but i don't want to quit because it is a way to get rid of some anger. my teammates are supposed to support me and help me. instead they just ignore me and leave me out of everything, sometimes they don't even notice when i arrive, it takes them half the game until the coach says my name. i sometimes wish i would just fit in, but if i did i would need to change but i refuse to. i just wish they were more aware of others.
