What's wrong with me...?

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What's wrong with me...?

I'm sorry. I'm sorry. And I'm sorry.
I feel like an ass. I am though aren't I? I'm isolating myself again. Every now and again I sink into this state. I just don't answer my phone, I don't talk to anyone, and I can't handle anything. I feel so bad. I want to talk with my friends but I can't bring myself to. My own stupid past! If you ignore someone and bring them down they end up like me. Please, if you're pushing people away, please, just don't end up like me. Just stay close to those around you.

And Angel, if you're reading this.... I'm so sorry... I just can't bring myself to face you...

XOXO
Matty