Just some venting~

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Just some venting~

Just a list of thoughts...
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How many times do I have to say "I'm sorry"?
I'm a monster.
I'm an awful motherfucker and should pay for it.
I hurt everyone I come in contact with.
Everything I touch turns to shit.
Forgive me father for I have sinned, I did not mean it.
Why didn't I off myself when I had the chance?
Fine leave me!!!
I want to cry but no tears come out...
Why didn't I just stay isolated?
I wish I had my knife, but a scissor is fine.
I know I'm an ass stop pointing it out.
You think you're the only one who's depressed and angry?!
You think you're the only one affected by this?!
YOU THINK YOU CAN WALK OUT ON ME LIKE THIS AFTER YOU WALKED INTO MY LIFE?!
All humans want is love, it's what we yearn for... but why do we want it when it hurts so bad?
Please don't hate me...
I'm sorry...
Please come back I didn't mean it...
Now I'm crying, see what you did?!
I'm sorry...
You're crying me a river and I'm just staring.
I've grown so numb I barely feel the pain.
I hate him so much!!!
Why am I the victim?
You think you can abuse me the way you did and get away with it?
I want you to suffer but I love you too much to let you do so.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry!!
Forgive me father.... please....
Forgive me...

XOXO
Crushed D's