im a fucking idiot....

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im a fucking idiot....

Okay so I have a friend who is both friends with me and my older sister. She was worried about my sister and asked me to talk to her. Im horrible with words so I sent her a message on a site that the three of us are all on (our friend, my sister, and I). I felt good after I sent the message hoping my sister and I could connect on a real deep level. But then.... my friend sends me a message not to talk with her. Then my sister responds saying how angry she is at me. Oh god why..... I mean her problems aren't even that big (no guy likes me, im ugly, other teenage angsty stuff). Some of you have been with me all the way through hell and back so you know what I've been through. Anyway, Im so embaressed. I want to curl up in a corner and die there. Thank god I have band camp tomorrow so I don't have to face her until about 6pm.... I don't know what to do I'm so embaressed and I feel like crying. I'm such an idiot.....

XOXO
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