I don't want to go back

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I don't want to go back

On Monday my church class served a dinner at my church. Before hand we were all sitting, talking, joking around and all when this guy (like the straightest guy ever) starts talking about "how gay he is". Me, being bisexual, could not watch this. Eventually I asked him why he was making such a big deal over it. He got a huffy and offended and asked if I was, expecting a no then accusing me of a hate crime probably. I just smiled and said "no I go both ways actually". There was the smallest moment of silence but it felt like forever. The guy stood up, pointed at me, and shouted "she's gay, everyone she's gay" sat back down, and laughed at me. Then the rest of the night he kept saying hi to me and even said I was "gucci" (assuming that means good looking).

I'm so confused. I feel hated. I feel rejected. My last class is Sunday but the last thing I want is to go. I don't want to face those people ever again. I have one friend in my class (I'm the only one from my high school/town in my class so I barely know anyone) and I'm pretty sure I just lost him. I don't know what to do. I haven't been hated on like this in awhile.

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