Ah how silly...

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Ah how silly...

I'm just sitting here looking at this stupid little key chain... It's cold, black, metal. My name on one side, "drums" on the other because it's my instrument of choice. Every time I look at it, it causes me pain. To anyone it's just a key chain. To me it's just a memory I'd rather forget. It was given to me by her. I don't even know what to call her. In all my time on this site, since the beginning, most of my blogs have related back to her. All this time, I've called her my number one enemy. The one person I truly hate with a burning passion. For two years I've felt like that towards her. Until recently. She hated me. I hated her. The feelings were mutual. At least I thought they were. Turns out she loves me. For two years. She's loved me. That's why she gave me this stupid key chain. When she had better friends other than pathetic me, she bought me this. She had it engraved at a jewelry store. I had asked why... my friend had told me.

Ah how silly it is that this little piece of metal causes me so much pain...

XOXO
Crushed D's