"come crashing down" part 7 continued

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"come crashing down" part 7 continued

so this is the second part of the seventh part if that makes sense PLZ COMMENT tell me if you like it i can take criticism so here you go!!
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it took a minute to process it in my mind, this is a dream it has to be none of this ever happened my mom is still single i never met my chemical romance and this is all just a bad dream, no its not it is all to real and i have to fight back not for my mom or even me i just had to make sure that douchebag doesnt hurt anyone again the way he hurt me and my mom. "i have to go" i heard my mom say as she rushed out of the door towards her husband like a sad little sorry puppy dog following his master. i didnt move a mussel i just stood there gerard, mikey, ray and frank all staring at me worried looks on their faces i couldnt help but study there faces all of their features coming together to make the four men that have changed my life. i swallowed the huge lump in my throat and took the breath before saying the words but i just couldnt quite get them out. so i stood there with my mouth open no words coming out. gerard broke the silence by saying "so what are we going to do"
the only answer i could think of was "fight back," ive never felt so serious about something ever i have never been so pissed off either i was going to make him pay.

i woke up with a huge knot in the back of my neck why am i so stiff? i looked around the small room in gerards apartment. i realized i was in my desk chair surrounded in drawings and cigarette buds then the events of the night before came back. god, im screwed. i stumbled out of my room into the living room where i found gerard sitting on the couch watching tv without a coffee in his hand thats weird. i turned to the kitchen and read the blinking green letters on the microwave it said 1:00 pm oh my god its already the after noon and i just woke up god how did i sleep in that late then i heard gerard call "frank ray and mikey stayed until 7 to see if you were ok but you didnt wake up so they just went home" he said "i think it would give them some piece of mind if you called them they seemed really worried" i didnt think they really cared that much so i walked into my room and grabbed my phone out from under my pillow and quickly heard franks voice over the phone "are you okay?" he asked you could really hear the worry in his voice i suddenly felt guilty for bringing all of them into my problems " yeah im fine ill be okay its not the worst thing thats happened to me i can toughen up," i said trying to sound as casual as i could but i was really fighting back tears "should i come over?" frank asked.
"no im fine i have gerard" i said.
"okay then ill talk to you later bye"
"bye" i said as i hung up my cell phone and dialed the number and heard rays voice
"hello" he answered
"hey" i said
"ivy, how are you doing" he said in concern.
"im fine ill be fine" i said.
"well okay ill talk to you later" he said reluctantly.
"talk to you later" i said as i hung up i heard the door bell ring, i am not going to get it after lasted time i answered the door i heard gerards footsteps waking over to the door and twist the door handle so the door opened. i walked out of my room and peaked around the corner to see mikey at the door so i walked around the corner. "so how was your night" he asked. "ive had worse" i said again trying really hard to sound casual but failed miserably. "you have to tell us what he did you can trust us you know" gerard said. "i know i can trust you but-" i couldnt think of what to say to avoid telling them so i just said what felt right to me in the pit of my stomach "call frank and ray i want them to be here too" were the first words i could think of i dont know if i can tell them once without breaking down let alone twice.
to be continued.....
well i had i headache the entire time i was writing this so you should give me props for writing one of my longest ones with a headache. so thnx so much for reading it you guys are so fucking amazing!