How the Hell do you even work this site?

So it's been like, a million years since I've even posted on this site. My obsessions come and go, and unfortunately, MCR went away for a while in my life. However, I'm starting to slowly get back into realize how much they meant to me, and how much they did for me. Thus, I logged back in here.
I gotta say, seeing my old bio made me really depressed. I didn't realize exactly how much me fucking up and failing out of my major has affected me. I now have no direction, no plan, and no clue as to where to start.
I don't even know if I am happier than I was, sadder, or the same.
I just feel so old. I know I am only 21, but when you look back at the past 6 years of my life. I was so sure. I was so innocent. I had a plan, and I followed through. I don't know, the last two years have been rocky for me.
On the plus side, I am in London.
Here are some images of that experience for me.