Today, I had felt things

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Today, I had felt things

I went out with friends today without informing my parents. I felt wreckless for some reason. I didn't want to go home and I figured I'd deal with the screaming my mom would give me later (which she did).

But as I was walking on my way home under the rain, I started to feel awkwardly great. I felt fucking magical. I was drenched in rain and sweat and I knew my family and friends have been worried sick, but I was feeling so great. I have never gone out without my parents permission before. Walking home, I started to feel powerful knowing I could do things to peoples hearts without effort.

People don't usually pay attention to me. But today I did. And I feel guilty, but... Magical. If that makes sense.