Help me! Anyone?

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Help me! Anyone?

I feel like I've hit another bump in the road, and I'm scared cos I don't know if my MCRmy family's still here for me even with MCR gone! :(

I've been blogging about my crush for my entire senior year, and this summer, I finally got his heart. How?

Sexting.

Long story short, we're friends, I had a massive crush on him, I sexted with him for 2 days, after cooling off, we were a thing.

It would be all a dream come true, but why do I feel like this isn't right? Every time he asks a picture of my body, I feel so violated and I don't know how to tell him that I don't feel comfortable about it. I feel like cutting him off, but then he tells me things like I'm beautiful and he's crazy for me, then I remember why I wanted him in the first place. I've waited a whole year for him, now why does this feel so wrong?

Help mee :(
~corpse