Drawing

Spent all day dressed 'normal' and minus eyeliner job hunting :/ and only got 4 application forms despite visiting every shop in town and handing out over 60 CVs. Not expecting anything to happen any time soon or to even get in through the door for an interview. And now I'm feeling kind of defeated just sat at home drawing a jester for my art exam project. Anyway, all depressing things aside, this week has been weird. I've been spending more time with a friend who I used to be closer too. I still don't know how much to trust him though. I've also kind of noticed that I need to start taking my own advice; I can often see what to do when I'm an outsider in a situation but never when I'm stuck in the middle. Yeah, I really should start talking to an advice bot or something.