trying notto love you a song by me

this is a song I wrote last night when I was pretty depressed...
I'm trying not to love you
I'm trying not to care for you
I'm trying not live my life, wishing you were here
I'm trying not to wonder, who you left me for
I'm trying not to help myself
I'm sorry I fell in love with you

I'm wishing I could loove you
I'm wishing I could be by you
I' hoping you could care again
I just tried to help you

I'm trying not to think of you..
I harmed myself for you
I was just thinking of you..

every tear I cry was for you
whatever I Say isnt good for you....
Thats all I have right now....

Comment please!!!!
-Leda